Some people have asked me about letting my blog languish. The short answer is that a lot has been going on, and it hasn't been stuff I've particularly wanted to share with the public. However, not to worry, I've been making notes about some of the weird stuff that's been happening, and some of that will make it's way onto here, as well as any new and interesting events. I'm getting back into the swing of things.
I met my new therapist last week. I test drove a few, and she was the one that stuck. She seems like she's not going to let me get by with any bullshit, and she said a couple of things that zinged me in our very first meeting. That was unexpected, delightful, and now, with time to think about it, terrifying. I've been doing so much soul searching lately, so much careful consideration of my life and where I am - you'd think I'd be finding myself, but instead I feel so completely lost. A few reasons: 1. I sabotage relationships in a really predictable way. I had always thought of this behavior in one way, but with one sentence, this woman last week made me question everything I thought about that. It's good to question it; it's what I wanted, but to be confronted so quickly by something that I had never considered is frightening. I've spent so much time trying to figure this stuff out, and it turns out that I've been so completely wrong about ...
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